Monday, February 23, 2009

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Five-Month Appointment

It was back to Dr. Owen again today for Elsa's five-month appointment. She weighed in at 13 pounds, 13 ounces, and measured 26 inches long -- a 13 ounce and 0.75 inch increase since her last appointment. Her head circumference measured around 16 inches. She is still in the 75th-90th percentile for height and 50th for head circumference, but has steadily dropped from around 75th to now around 25th for weight. This is not a huge concern for the time being, and I will discuss why in more detail later. She only received one shot today, which was her second dose of the diphtheria/tetanus/pertussis vaccine (DTaP).

The yeast is back (or perhaps it never completely went away). After giving Elsa the oral antifungal medication for two weeks, in combination with me cutting dairy out of my diet, it had substantially cleared up. So the medicine stopped, and I eventually -- ahem -- reintroduced dairy. Apparently that was a mistake. It is apparent in her diaper area, and she also has some dots extending to her abdomen and even up around her chin and ears. Dr. Owen said that as she thinks about the fairly bad bout she had with acid reflux, and now the battle with the yeast, and also the fact that the eczema is still quite bad on her arms and legs, that it really all lends itself to an allergy issue. So what does this mean? Yep. Yours truly is off dairy (and soy) again -- this time for six to eight weeks. I nearly teared up when the doctor told me this. She asked if when I was off it before if I craved dairy, and I told her that, yes, I definitely did. She told me that this could be a sign that... and I finished her sentence for her... that I probably shouldn't be eating it myself -- that I might have an allergy too. I told her that when I did start eating it again (and I probably went overboard when I did) that I started getting stomach cramps after every meal. But I asked her why this would happen now if I have been eating dairy my entire life. She said that she used to have a yeast problem that was linked to gluten, and when she finally decided to bite the bullet and give up gluten, the problem went away. Now when she eats something with gluten in it, she breaks out in hives. Even though she ate gluten her entire life, she is now experiencing a new side effect. She said that when you give your immune system a chance to work the way it's supposed too (by avoiding foods, etc., your body just was not built to deal with), then it revolts when you try to reintroduce these substances. So now I wonder... am I lactose intolerant? Kill me now. But, hey, maybe I will become an even healthier individual? Dr. Owen thinks Elsa's slow weight gain can probably be linked to this issue as well, and that the allergy causing the overabundance of yeast in her gut is likely causing inflammation of the stomach lining and, thus, not allowing all of the nutrients and proteins from the breast milk to be absorbed. If all of this has not improved by our visit next month, then we are going to do an allergy test (for Elsa). I asked if there was a reason not to do the test now (as Dr. Owen did give me that option), and she said it costs $400, and insurance typically does not cover it. I think I might call our insurance company and ask them about it. If they will cover it, we might as well do the test and solve the mystery a bit quicker. For now, though, no dairy or soy for me, and we are also going to put Elsa back on the antifungal medication for four more weeks.

Now some people are probably asking why I don't just give up with the breastfeeding and try formula since we are experiencing these issues. I firmly believe that since I am able to breastfeed, that I should continue to do so because it contains the most nutrients Elsa could possibly get from any food source. That, and it is boosting her immune system like nothing else, and she has not been sick yet (knocking on wood). I also have come to somewhat enjoy nursing [insert gasp here]. I didn't really realize this until Elsa one day refused to eat and it actually saddened me. Despite the aggravation, pain, and sheer misery I experienced during the first months of feeding my dear Elsa, I have really come to value the bonding time it gives us. I am sure feeding her a bottle of formula would still give us that time together, but I just don't think it would be quite the same. And I am not saying that those mothers who decide not to, or cannot, breastfeed are lesser mothers than me -- all I am saying is that since I have the ability and desire to do so, I am going to sacrifice in certain areas and continue nurse. I just think it is the best thing for me and for Elsa. This is a hurdle we have to jump just like the difficulties we had to face in the beginning, and I know we will get through it.

So there is that. I am also supposed to introduce oatmeal cereal into Elsa's diet in the next week or two, as well as give her a vitamin and continue the probiotics. And despite the yeast/eczema issue, Dr. Owen said that Elsa looks absolutely wonderful and healthy.

Saturday, February 14, 2009

Happy Valentine's Day


Elsa wishes you all a most Happy Valentine's Day! Hugs and kisses all around.

Thursday, February 12, 2009

The Highchair

Jarrett did set up the highchair, and we have been back on the cereal train since Tuesday. She is doing just as well with it as she did the first time around, except now we have the fun of her being able to blow raspberries into a spoonful. Fun!


Sunday, February 8, 2009

Elsa is Five Months

Elsa turned five months yesterday, and to celebrate we finally made it a priority to take some photos of our little girl. A couple of months back we went back and forth as to whether to take Elsa to a professional photographer because we knew we wanted to capture her while she is still small, and we had seen photos friends had made of their little ones that were just beautiful. Instead of spending the thousands of dollars we likely would have shelled out for the sittings and the prints, though, Jarrett convinced me that we could take some pretty decent shots ourselves, and actually make use of the thousands of dollars we have already spent over the years on my photography equipment. And because he knew just how badly I wanted these photos, he even gave me a fabulous tripod for Christmas (one that I actually trust will hold my camera in place). So, Jarrett brought in some utility lights from the shed and hung a dark-colored blanket on some bookshelves, and there we had it -- a makeshift photo studio in our back room. We are not finished quite yet -- we are still sorting through and narrowing down -- but I will tease you below with one of the photos that came out of our shoot. I plan to share the rest at a later date.

So what is Elsa up to these days? I have yet to witness her roll over, yet I know she can do it. I guess she just doesn't find it to be that important, no matter how much I beg her to do it for me. She is not napping as well lately, and so we have resorted to letting her nap in the swing some because it seems it is the only place she'll sleep for more than an hour during the day. (Yes, I am sure we are probably instilling bad sleeping habits.) However, for the most part, she is still sleeping well at night, going to bed between 7:30 p.m. and 8:00 p.m., and waking up somewhere between 5:30 a.m. and 7:00 a.m. (yes, it varies that much, unfortunately). She handles her toys quite well, and has started enjoying bigger toys, such as the ExerSaucer and Johnny Jump-Up. We went for a walk for the first time yesterday with Elsa seated in the stroller without the car seat, meaning she was actually sitting facing forward, which I think she quite appreciated (though she screamed her head off as we strapped her in). I hope to set up her highchair this evening so we can start back on the cereal track tomorrow. She seems very interested lately in what we eat and how we eat, and since she did pretty well with it the first time around and it was really just me that felt like there was too much going on at once, I think this time the food will be here to stay.

I will leave you with the photo you have been waiting for.

Thursday, February 5, 2009

No Fair

Elsa rolled over for the first time yesterday afternoon -- from her back to her tummy -- and I missed it. Can you believe it? I am with her everyday and usually all day, and I leave her for just a minute while she is lying on her back on the floor in the back room to come back and see that she is on her tummy. And then, of course, I couldn't get her to repeat it. We'll see what she does today. :)

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

Elsa's New Toy

My parents brought with them a fancy new Johnny-Jump-Up-type toy (this is what they were at least called when we were little tykes) when they were down here for Elsa's baptism a couple of weekends ago. She hasn't quite gotten the hang of actually bouncing, but she does have a pretty good time tip-toeing around in circles and gnawing on some of the toys dangling off of the side.